"There is one truth, it can never be known."
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"I only need to do one thing, die, the rest is optional"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Fear is ignorance, one does not fear what one knows"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"There is no such thing as time, there is only now"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"The past can not be changed, the present can only be reacted to, the future can be shaped"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Know that if the worst thing you imagine happens, you will survive and live on, but if you do not, it will not matter anymore"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Knowledge is power"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Life is about people"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Know what you want"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"What I do is baced on the past, and the past can not change"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"I want two things: Enjoyment for myself and the people around me, and to make babies"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"I don't want to put things off for after life, none will know if there is after life, I know my life is here and now, and I will do what I want"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"The question is not, 'Why am I a genius?' The question is, 'What shall I do with my genius?'"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Honesty, Wisdom and Inteligence I hold most high"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Can [insert name here] come out and play?"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Let me just put my pants back on"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"Know yourself"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
"How may I make your life more enjoyable?"
Christopher Gordon Carr 2002
autoboat.txt

A solar powered smart sail boat.
Sence the wind.
Set aproprate sails on aproprate angle.
Sence the shore line.
Sence boats.
Sence the direction(compas).
Self righting.
Tough.
Sea ancor?
Ancor?

How would I comunicate with it?
How would it know where it is?
How would it read maps + refrence them to land?

Light and radio becon?
Carry a letter and some cash (send back to me please)
Maybe a camera, and some firm ware.

Brain.txt:

and
not
if

(true,false)

weight is the thresh hold before a neuron transmits.
pulse is the amount that a neuron trasmits.

both of these varry from neuron to neuron.

Consious is the anilitical portion of my brain
Unconsious is the storadge.

Chris Revelations.txt:

It does not matter how old you are.

The only thing I "need" to do is die.

is a tough one some times. and not everything makes sence

yes life is beautiful and so much joy to find every new day

you have your whole life ahead ,live it to the max

good for you, life is a wonderful journey if you make the best of it

Ah.... all of what I do is baced on the past... and the past I can't change...

um....keep shovelling, under all that crap ; there has to be a pony. as bad as life gets...go on...it has to become some good.

Class Compliments.txt

Class Compliments for Chris
Hilarious! Great fun, adds humour to learning
Always such a "philosopher"
The coolest guy I know. Happy and intelligent
Deep, creative unique thoughts Yeah, Chris Carr!
Crazy views on everything
Very imaginative, not afraid to express opinions
A unique individual
Creative Creative hard working and always funny
Made you think about aspects of things you normally wouldn't
You kick so much ass! You are the coolest guy I know!
Speaks his mind
Funny
The strangest guy I have ever met
Says what he wants
Funny, wisecracker, seriously not serious
Very different in a good way
Hillarous, Funny, likes cheese
Great comments
Collest guy on earth

dreams.txt

A dream from back in the day

I was in some form of complex and I was hiding I belive I was waiting for it to close so I could loot.

Oct 12 2000 My dad was telling me about the number 22110 and how if you do somthing at that has to do with that number the aliens will come down and give you a talking to, or if you build a boat out of some form of wood you would fly up and talk to them.

Oct 12 2000 Me, Peter and Jon riding around in jons car (I know it's not posable). We were going around some cul-de-sac's looking for cars that were for sale... they all had flat paint on there body's and nubers, they all had unique designs it reminded me of car club.

Oct 16 2000 There I was, video tapeing someone braking in to someone elses house. After I turned off the video camera I went inside and I killed him, I think I through him into a wall. I knew what he was looking for a ruby hidden inside a coin. So I searched the place and opened several glass cases and behold one of the coins had a face that was magneticly atached so I removed it and under that face was the ruby. Then my budys showed up, I belive they were my parents... I also stole a cd player and the wall atapter(because I need one in real life). After I exited the building, into a fairly open street with the odd person around. I said to a police type person "hey hows it going", he replied with a grunt or somthing. then I continued walking, I got to an intersection but I wanted my buddys to come. There was art, like two benches on top of eachother and verious manicens lieing on them in verious positions wearing bright colours. Some real people were siting on it as well. Some nuns(who were also aisan and one was a man) walked across the other way(crosswalk) that I didn't want to go. The light said it was good to walk the way I wanted to go, I took a few steps out onto the road but then I turned around paused and then walked back. (still waiting for my budies). The female nun asked me if I could speed english, I told her I could speek english french and japanise. So we went somewhere and they took off there nun gear and we talked about storming some sort of fortrice... piromid shaped, surrounded bya shield. The only way to get to the top(where I wanted to go) was through some sort of elevator that required a special key of sorts. I knew that the person who had the key, I could just take it from him. So I was inside, it was a restaurant on the botten floor. I got up on to the second level which was just a hallway with no rails(so you could fall). one one side was the slanted wall and on the other was the fall to the floor and across some sort of cubby hole(it was down a few feet though). So I came up from behind a group who was going to use this elevator, I started througing them off, even the guy who had the key. Then I was chalenged to fight someone so I jumped down onto a book case and then onto the floor, while I did that he jumed down from the cubby hole and stabed me in the side. I tryed to hit him but he had some form of body shield so I ran. There were people eating food, I went into a room and there was the guy with the key and all the other peole who I through off the hallway. He was showing me how to make the elevator work when the guy who I was fighting before brakes the key. I fight him some more and then he kills me.

Oct 17-22? 2000

I was imortal and so were 2 other people on some rusty old ship and we were trying to kill eachother in the end we figured out we couldn't(I watched ninja scrolls that day in real life)

Oct 23 2000

I was in some form of mall, I was looking for root beer but all I found was beer. Some guy was puting together a mini train track and he was clueless so I showed him how. Then I was playing this game 2d and I had to punch some guy in the left eye and he was atackine me with his giant face but after a while I tossed him down the slide pants down and he got imberised.

Dec 30 2000

I was hanging out with nick and the like, it was sunny, I was riding my bike extreamly fast. I get a yellow light, I slam on the breakes.... I stop just over the white line, undercover cop asks me if I would like to have a seat. I say I would rather continue going, we end up in some form of biulding and him talking to me. Some of nicks books and clothes are there, I say I know who's these are. Nicks mom comes and picks them up. The cop said I was going almost 90k on my bike, I said that my front break wasn't up to snuff.(I'm going to fix my bike now)

Jan 7 2001

A war of some sort, I'm in a mech, so are some allies, I blow up a tank.(due to watching event horizon) I had my car stolen it was a nice red sports car, 2 guys racing eachother in a parking lot, one has the super bird and the other "woody" station wagon. I tell them I like their cars.(due to wanting cars) Some where else, I am on a boat sailing into a town of sorts, up a river, it's winter there is snow. A mountain near by erupts, ash everywhere, snow melts, icy flood, I tell the rest of the crew to jump on the oposite side of the river, but most don't they sail up stream and hit huge tree's recking the boat. Some one dies and comes back as a baby(Seach for Spock) another lives. We go into some concreat bunker, we open the door. Above us is the evil man from Half-Life. We hide in the shadows, he walks away.

Jan 20 2001

Inside a giant barn, I was part of some sort of war game. I had to rescue people from inside a burning building(they were all females that I know). So I did, and some of them talked to me after. Dave tickner was selling pocket watches, but he didn't have any in pure silver. I had a shotgun/grenade launcher and a sniper rifle.

Feb 4, 2001

On an island that used to be a fortress, I will draw a picture call it dreamfortress.

Feb 15, 2001

Zombies were coming, I was with a few friends and I had a shotgun. Shotgun got jammed after a while, started cuting off zombies necks with a hack saw....

Feb 16, 2001

On an island. Radio blows up, sends us (5 people about) into some other dimension, were the same, the islands the same. We swim over to a close island to explore and make our new home. (Summer home was joked about) Met other people on this new island, one of them was a nice female... training a younger male how to do somthing with a bow... I asked here about the closesed civilization, she showed me the other side of this small island, I could see primitive setelments all around, then an elephant floated buy that we killed, she says the king kills elephants like that. So we got on her boat, and went over to another elephant in the water and the king was riding it, I tryed to kill him but someone got to me before I could. The atacker kicked my nuts several times, I was no match for him. Then he atacked me with chop-sticks while saying "I wonder what it would be like if a chicken atacked you?" when he poked he said Chop-choi! He got one in my ear.....

Mar 23, 2001

Walking down the end of ardwell, near the sea, where it meets the other road, with some other people, I hear brakes lock, and a loud girlish scream. I jog towards the scream, and one young girl apears to be unconsious on a bike, another lying on the ground, I tell a third to call for help. When I come closer, the one on the ground becomes halie, and she is bleeding, some lady comes over from across the street to see what's happening, I turn halie over and she is missing a leg and some of her insides come out of the not leg hole, I think how a peg leg dog would be cool.

Some day: I had a babby(was a daddy).

next day: I was married to Rheane Curry

August 7, 2001

December 8, 2001

So I was atending some form of schooling. I was looking around for where my classes were, and I went to the wrong one, I clued it and started heading for the correct one, ran into my teatcher for that class, had a breif discussion. Then got to that class and my first job was to pick a bunk bed, there were 3 huge bunk beds, with duvays, and large pillows, but this was in the middle of the school, where a janitors closet used to be, but the walls got knocked down, the floor looked different, you could see where the walls were. There was a sign on the wall, something like more beds downstairs, I thought it would be quiter so I started down the stairs, it was poorly lit, and there was leaking walls, I saw a toad, and it hopped away. I kept going down this spiral stair case, the walls were made of damp red brick, and the stairs cement. I finaly got down to the bottem, and I was on the ground floor, but inside the school, I went outside to find where my beds were, but I couldn't find any. So later I was going down a street near by and I saw a brewery, and talked the the asian man inside about brewing root beer, he said plastic was the only way to go. I just listend, in this store there was veroius brewing equipment, and there was a tv on the wall and a bed, and a tv beside the bed, there was his 2 daughters laying on the bed complaining about how he unpluged the tv.

Dudism.txt:

icq.txt

Unique righteous open minded truthful eazy going 19 year old male computer nerd. Wants to talk to interesting people.

Rilly just check my webpage. I am liked by hundreds and loved by few. I am different in a good way. Freedom and honesty are the keys to life. For me there is no god or after life. I am an animal! It truly is what is on the inside that counts.

life.txt

a begining and end
input and output

Life: A period where an object made of living cell(s) intakes matter/energy and transforms it into energy and different matter.

but then this leaves the question, what is a cell?

Cell wall... and internal components... so that would make a viris not a life form... in theory... I am ignorant...

But a cell is physical... I belive it can be defined, I just know too little to strap a definition on there...

My Human Mind.txt

The Mind of a Phylosophester
By
Phylosopher: Christopher Gordon Carr
Copyright 2000.
Distribute freely but do not make money from the distribution of this.

Welcome one and all to my mind. This is a wild ride. I try to describe what my belifes are. I can not describe it all. I will atempt to describe a small portion to you.

I/O.

My belife in my vast 18 and a bit years of knoledge is that the mind is constructed of trails of nerves. These nerves have one feel and many signal senders. These signal senders can be atatched to anywhere from 0 to lots of other nerves. So how I see this brain thing is, input/output. You send several signals into the mind of the many sences. It processes the signals and outputs a responce to the signals.

When my mind is dead, I am dead.

The body is a tool to fuel the mind. The organs just prosess fuel for the mind and the other tisues. The limbs are there for aquiring fuel. The sences are there to find food and stay alive and find mates. The genitals are there for reproduction, the continuation of the species. For to live, you must eventualy die. I belive the mind to be the sole storedge of information that is within the human body. I belive there to be no such thing as a spirt or a soul. When the mind no longer gets its nessisary fuel then it starts to die.

Consousness

To be awake.

Morals

We all have morals, well most of us. I am shure there are some humans who are chemicaly/physicaly messed up and do not have morals, but besides that we all have morals. We all have different morals from everyone else. We learn what is good and bad from experiences that happen to us and others. We learn from what happens. You do not only learn from school friends and family, you learn all you know from the world around you.

I am an animal!

I am not a super being, I am different from a monkey and a dog, but in so many more ways I am the same. Vertabrit, Mamal, whatever stupid latin words you shall use. I am an animal.

Religon/sience

One in the same. They both try to describe how we are here and why things are the way they are. I personaly belive in science more than religons. Science changes as we think we know more. We will never know the "real truth" but we will get closer and closer. Of course there is a few differences, science does not pry too much in how we are to live our lives. They tell us what is healthy and what is not true.

Truth

There is no one truth, truth varys from person to person on how from their perspective what happend. Of course one can only try to describe what rilly happend but one will achive no where near the "real" answer, the "real" truth.

Beauty

Near or Perfection, the ideal, the desirable. Physical beauty has been reaserched, the truth is we find simitry in our species to be beauty naturaly. Ah presous geenes. For the most part we are automated machines. Beauty in nature is a dificult consept, I belive beauty to be a unique thing, but not all unique things are beautiful. Some unique things are disgusting, only because it has been drilled into our heads that something of that nature is undesirable. The vivid colours of a sun set, an open calm lake sourounded by mountains, lightning storm all these things I think are beautiful. I belive some of this beauty thing to be genetic and some of it to be learnt through our younger years.

Music

Some say we are the only animal to enjoy music. I belive that other animals make sounds, birds perhaps make music, or perhaps it is just comunication, or trying to impress the ladies. I belive that we humans are too stuck up. We are not the best, we only know how to use tools to our advantage and we have the aposable digit to use them.

Ignorance

To not know and to pretend to know is what we all do. We bluf, we make it up whatever. I enjoy putting people in there place when the assume. We all assume, and some times we are correct or close to correct, and this is from our experience we shall thank for this. When we assume and we are wrong well then sometimes we look to be a liar. Do make it clear that you are making an assumtion when you do. For it will make life easer for others. If you do not know ask. If you are not answered smartly, then if it is worth your time, ask elsewhere.

This is the 20 page mission statement that got jerry meguire fired... stupid movies. I don't even have a job. Ether make a speach out of it, or make it into an travel through the mind of Chris Carr.... or the glasses cam... ah the Chris Carr show would be great... and on the net too...

space gun.txt

(According to NASA, that will put him on the edge of space. Most scientists define space as beginning at 62 miles, or 100 kilometers, above Earth.)

1400000 meters/second to get into space from the surface of the earth if gravity remain constant, but it doesn't...

Fg = G*m1*m2/d<-squared

d is a vector going from 0 to 100000

G=6.67*10 to the -11 N*Msquared*Kgsquared

Now what I want is for each meter the total force down, or velocity loss.

and then to add all of these together.

Earth's mass 6x10 to the 24 kg

projectile's mass = 1kg for todays sake.

so for the top or peek of the flight lets calculate the force of gravity

earth’s average radius is usually accepted as 6.38 * 10^6 m

6.67*10 to the -11th * 6*10 to the 24th * 1/ (6.38 * 10^6 + 100000)squared

WarezWebmasterz.txt:

Ok, so beauty eh....
So I have a website.
A website that has warez on it (Oh no!!)
I get these warez links from other people (Oh yes!!)
When they send me working warez I let them into to the WarezWebmastaz section of my page (username and password required)
So in the webmastaz page I will have a webmastaz forum, chatroom help section, Idea box, all the webmastaz emails and webpages.
What do they have to gain from sending me warez links, people will go to there sites and download there warez.
Iie Banner!

country/money.txt:

Money
The averedge person needs X $ to live
Aloted Y $ for entertainment and luxuries
There are C people in the country

Money floats, there is one bank, the Power. 
All money is electronic.
The amount of money in the country is a ratio with the population.
Ie: for every person there is 5000$ aloted, 5000 more dollars put in the governments fund.
as the population fluxuates so will the amount of currency in the country.
Exchange? Go with the ratio of an hour of untrained labour in the two countries.
People is equivilent to Power.

We must stay away from tattoing or numbering people, not tracking them in any way.

The Powers main goal is keeping the Power in buissness 
second: the health and quality of life of all people.

The Power takes what it wants by any means nessisary.

People are what matter.

poems by me/Identity.txt:

Identity?

Built over time, changing or constant, built of thoughts, Ideas.
Personality, looks and how you do things.
Finger print.
IP address.
What they think of me does not matter, it is what I think of me that matters.
I am raised by them. I become not one of them, but all of them.
Barcoding.
Privicy.

poems by me/Open ocean.txt

A bird soars through the sky,
The breaze wisps past my face,
And my sail puffs up.